Hello guys, sorry it’s been a while but the truth is that I really haven’t had much good to write about and since I physically can’t yet tell you the full truth (and believe me I want to), it seemed so pointless to write a blog blabbering on about nothing in particular when really I wanted to scream and shout about just what I’ve been through. Hooray for life and love though right?! Today as I write this, I can honestly say I am the happiest I’ve ever been. I am literally glowing with happiness and can’t stop smiling. Believe me when I say I had all but given up on relationships and men. After some horrific experiences, I thought I’d not only never find a decent one again but more importantly I would never trust one again. Step forward Billy. So much has happened since I last wrote; this is going to be a long blog but one full of hope and love. It’s going to remind all of you single people that there ARE amazing people out there and that sometimes you have to go through the worst of the worst and hit rock bottom before you can find something truly amazing and then appreciate it for how amazing it really is. When I tell you I hit rock bottom; you honestly have NO idea how bad it was. I might have come across like I was doing fine on my social media but trust me, the start of this year was horrendous for me (so much so that I had friend’s turning up ordering me to get in the shower as I was so broken that I didn’t wash for a week at a time). Gross isn’t it? But that’s the truth of it. Life isn’t always perfect and rosy and even me (the strongest woman in the world) has moments of utter despair. So whilst I still can’t tell you the full extent of the horrors I went through; I CAN tell you how I met Billy, why he’s so perfect and I totally trust him, why I NEEDED to go through shit to allow myself to see how amazing Billy is and how another man led me to Billy!!!! Go grab a coffee and some snacks and let’s get started on this epic journey.