Goodness, where to start? I’ve had so much going on and it’s been a trying few weeks. Today is the first day I’ve suddenly got a bit of my mojo back to be honest. I haven’t felt like myself after an awful few weeks. I spent the day in London with Dave yesterday and we had such an amazing time that I think it helped me to remember who I am and what I’m capable of. I am now focusing on all the good in my life (of which there is a LOT) and I am taking my own advice. It’s mad because I give out so much advice in these blogs yet sometimes I actually forget to practice what I preach. I shall explain all as we go on. I suppose in a way it’s just further proof though that none of us are superhuman and that even I (the invincible Jodie Marsh) can sometimes let the world and its nastiness get on top of me. It’s never been easy being in the public eye (which is why I took a huge step back from it all) but the problems and jealousy that STILL come with it are unbelievable. Grab yourself a coffee and let’s wade into my life again……